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Self​-​Imposed Perception

by King "Al-Kaʿbah" Tut

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1.
Planet Hack 01:28
Vladimir: OK, we're on the premises Estragon: That we are boss V: You know what to do E: That I do boss V: Commence hacking..... .... V: *Puts on sunglasses* ....I'm in.
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Looking at the waves, feeling violently exposed and the wind’s becoming strange, the darkness is ablaze tonight (world’s rim, it’s sink or swim) seeking the thrill yet remarkably still, alive/and I’m... (so real, and ever so chill) sifting through the possible Got it, if I want it, cause I brought it, and I flaunt it, and what if the other didn’t take it? I’d break it so I could remake it Terrible at change like a catcher in the rye, cause it’s hard to shake my ways. It’s hard to unlearn all my pride (real feels, you know the deal) Darkness, a blade that is shirked into my side (so sick, but working on it) I need, I feel, I’m possible Got it, if I want it, cause I wrought it, with detournement and braces and sockets. To ensure that they take it, I’d fake it Looking at the waves, feeling violently exposed and resurging alpha waves are promised by the ocean sky (sight lost within the foam) identi-lit body surfing on by, alive (strong, trim, able to swim) and to boost my beta wave high (waking life goes on by) time will impose a tax on my theta wave wired mind (don’t forget to be the best) gamma loving sense emerging nigh - - got to the make the most of a self-indictment - - try to break the mould but I’m really just like them - - self-indeti-kit, on identi-lit timelines - - voluntary sacrifice of my old lives > - - looking for a face, searchin for the real high life (naught, nil, cannot/can’t sit still) - - trying to find the ways. trying to find a vague back light - - identi-kit persona, an identi-lit timeline (death certain, the hour not) - - versions of me left amongst my own scriptures - - meeting myself as an alter-ego (weird sounds, flashing lights) - - meeting someone else who’s learning how to let go - - finding meaning in my direction and sunlight (no one else to blame) - - creeping for a while, no one cums once dead I GOT IIIIIT IF I WANT IIIIIT AND I'LL TAKE ITTT ANDASDFA KJsdfaknfasdfudsf......s..sdfsdf I DON'T CAREEEEEEEEEE yuh . . . . . . . detournment on my own damned life/self-extraction from my good old life/meeting new name everyday/might cramp/crimp/creep around for a while/I only come in black and gold/searchin for that real boy life/enough space in the uncertainty (that I’m living my best life!)
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The old gods are all dogs Shown in the leftover logs Every packet intercepted Signatures left in the message Someone left a dirty trace and now it’s written on their face I identify the cracks; lines that they’re afraid to tell me. No one likely to recite the discrete bands in the plain light/sight spectrum we received by satellites - each and every stupid question so that one day we just might understand our gods intention They blocked the signals I see a trace They blocked the signals Clues are all over the place and what is missing I do quite//fucking// care so I can relate to the peepo over there But also the world lost in translating you to me, and me to you…. (Heave ho) I see the signal I don’t have faith that the peeps see implications for themselves The gods are missing amongst the spread The forest’s growing denser won’t stop til it's/we’re dead The subtle things you meant to mean slipped down the divots peekin at me through the seems Now your reliance in the chasm is so uncertain it could snap at any moment The Old Gods are really bad dawgs but maybe I don't mind too much . . . . . . . . . . . and also what the world lost in translating you to me, and me to you, is something that could recreate us anew//precognition
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Notice me-san/ クソ They said “go in white” And I’ll admit it’s been a smooth ride This kind of culture shock underwhelms though oh saya-saya I could live in the Easts I could have amimigo there A place looks like my home I’m lookin at you Nippon! Wish you called out sooner... At any rate, Ill find a way to.. Enter the Japanese Domestic Market (som-lait-lait-lait-lait-lait-lait!) Kuso, kuso, kuso, kusoooo (クソ, クソ, クソ, クソ…) (But I only installed Latin based understandings thus far…) I don’t tell no lies, I romanise Temporarily Paralysing culture shock never been so frightening pressure of the wind just like okizeme keeps me back but I go on fighting I got in with the Yamaguci I got friends in the Yakuza-gumo-san lost kei cars but I’m VIP style I arrive when I must As the 7th generation Oki, Oki, Oki, Oki Semeru Semeru The only car for me is from 1970 yes gimme gimme that Toyota Crown for free White and Red is what I bleed Rice and Bread is how I feed If the power in a white skin leans on the country I’m in I could take another chance in another market place IF the signals (siganals) were clear long before I arrived here, I might wear another face, and might choose another place but oh… well… whatevers… swell oooo riiight yeah, it’s aight to walk through the streets and say hi to those I meet the kids don’t know how to say hi to me so Ill perpetuate the myth of Aiwa Ai-waaaaaaaaaaa Ai-waaaaaaaaaaa
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Wassup people this is DJ KT coming to you live from the fast lane Now I’m not the best thing-maker on this side of the dots But I don’t get paid to be one just cause I am one Noww going by the odds somebody out there is probably not ok Lets all go help a friend out today ok? I know it’s easier said than done because it’s so easy to say things isn’t it? Now people I spread the love but you should know It’s only because I’m a verrrry fearful thing like, I don’t wanna see I don’t wanna hear I don’t wanna speak like I wanna die It is only that I can’t tell a lie I don’t wanna sow any seeds at all no I don’t wanna fall fall woke
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Put it on my patience Anticipation Moral story I guess it’s sexy So it’s for me You've got my patience I’ve got my patience To new highs in my state *//*Tovv&rds f&te, & nevv st&te!£//* Do you really wanna know.. That there’re so many ways? --*_-/To meet your @lter-ego//.... Lets make it fun And I could dine Caipirinhas for two Caipirinhas for youu doododoodoo I’ve built where I’m stood still One of a kind good will My Hirjrah’s not a lie KT keeps on the line (merry Mecca to Medina, very daring) What a life can’t reframe to keep tellin Ye/me what a liyoueife, what a life to live/to did we were all babies once, and I’m still one too beedoop doopeedoo (u see?) bweep bweep boop chah yeah… on my mission can you see? I’m on a mission yes it’s me It’s your hole It’s your heart It’s your hearts
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I just really love your ways. Hold still All the world is on a plate/plain hold still I can always run away from home /^,/77&&VVho's s@yin th&t?/./.. Still, I can’t get away from my brain... but what does it hurt? *^//sd/f//..me?.---- I just wanna say, I really like your home and I just wanna say, I’d really like to come and.. I would posit there’s a way out here I can’t pick it either way There's just something stuck there in my eye Starting out fresh - takin ages to dress No stranger to taking longer than expected I took each and every step to where I’m standing right now And I wonder if I chased myself into the right house I was restless and searching through the most cosmic sky ‘Till I found that fated sacred cosmic shoreline Now I reference the clouds where my colleagues fly And the source to my perdition is the source of my high The lovely lights that twinkled as oumuamua lowered (clouds're)// they’re no longer my reverence/reference, now forevermore Behold man. We don’t ever become spacesick here I could never have had complete control Though I know... ...it’s always gonna fall always gonna go down like a zeppelin in which we’re all stowaways And I don’t wanna beg - I really like your home In any other way I could attend to cope I don’t wanna trade in my tragic sense of destiny It isn’t up to me now I found the human sky Don’t be shy, I’m finally inside
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drifting through aftersleep sifting indecision string together dreams, alone and shared Where will they go when the sand slips away, the past decomposes, the present proceeds, the future to succeeds? We’ve come so far as children in the wild but we’re not there yet. We have a ways to go maybe it will never end Find the daylight at night The midst of twilight When we’re ready When the time comes We’ll name this morningnight Two wandering bodies, volatile in the void sparkling quarks too unstable to exist alone paired lovingly, if somewhat precociously the cosmos folds them in and blesses the seal with a kiss. We go twos on adventure Alongside with twin comets We honeymoon on Mars all ours, where the sunsets are blue and nothing, or everything, is new On such a scale, forgiving late prevail our old wishes somewhat fail breaking promises, getting lost trying to understand all things at all times lest I lose myself in the infinite, I’d bind myself to it and bound to the infinite, we escape the finite You'll meet my diasporic family they were hiding in Pandora’s box out they come, arm in arm, siphoned till the very last our little lives become vast our little lives become so vast things begin to move so fast and our little lives have become so vast
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Adios Cowboy 05:42
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Avant Savant 03:45
So I says, “this is just a bigger hole you see, sure it’s greener and it’s growin but it gapes with the best of em. None of ‘em have the velocity to escape the edge with the mass of a human body riding along really. None have figured out how to get the right momentum. They still thrust juice out the bottom like it’s blowing against or into the ground, to which I says you’ll need a beast of a sneeze to even clip the edge in due time” answer honestly - Am I doing alright? (my best takes bravery) I wrote this y’know! (!HOOAAA!) I’m on my way to be human I dote and I doubt, I suspect, yet soundly love myself Well, in my hands, words are not so logical A system better used by a savant humaner Im a devout human, wanna be a real boy .. ahhhhhh I am mechanically biased to and liable to return to the centre Harem and thieves protecc ask you all not to enter I like to take fights I can’t win Life as satire.. Why do it why do it? artists are stars artists are common people My existence is to be taken with a grain of salt There’s no freedom in the house of glass There’s no doorway through the dunes of sand There’s no launchpad on the marshy land There’s no efficient ways to help man
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I have tried fitting inside your planet for so long Festering and pushing at the walls of my skull Where the wanderers became gods, eccentric stars are shining on and nobody cares The universe is a cold melting pot with hot spots near and far close and remote I needed go somewhere I wanted to arrive here ///////////////////////////////////////// A clear path preceded me but what did I know? Aiko told me “you can sleep in here tonight, but you will sleep” two extremes, will the pendulum settle If you please, fix these dreaded machines /////////////////////// 8 planets, ten times of eleven dreaded machines. Machination of heaven How can you tell when you’re stuck on the ground, looking from home, how to see what the wildest side of your galaxy really has in store? Consider taking a ride to find life of whatever kind Well I made/did make a decision but I didn’t make up my mind, fuck! I am from somewhere I came from something, And here I will stay to make what I can all amongst the most unmerciful gods I have no say, beyond the say I’m beyond I’ve said before that it’s a small world they sure have managed to pack a lot in there Sure, fun, when the mushrooms and I become one when I spend every second on the floor debilitating Becoming barren besides briefly being but sometimes, the only thing less productive - dying Aiko once told me the world will not see you It won’t understand you But I know you have a plan none of us are in charge here this rock will keep on moving and we’re not done trying to understand ourselves at least in in that way we’re the same and you are home He was one tough customer, always right It’ll take jacobs ladder to get me outta here But I’m past the label on my bottle and everything is subject to change. always, always two extremes, will the pendulum settle If you please, fix these dreaded machines ///////////////////// peace and love 10/11 a good little king might go to heaven
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about

Hello, Aiko reporting in. Allow me to re-introduce myself to any newcomers. I’m playing ambassador to the alien known as King Tut, representing them to the human world, and the human world back to King Tut.

Soon after their arrival in 2017, I agreed to accommodate, document and disseminate their musical creations - efforts they colloquially refer to as ‘Human Music’. It's some tragic mix of strange rock, fever dream pop and claustrophobia.

So now...

They’re back with a big ole' album. Mahoosive trip. I often wonder if KT realises they lack a fan base. Still, it’s good to see them going so hard. Coming from ‘Bop-It’ samples and songs about wishing asphyxiation on others to this.

King Tut from my perspective seems often pained and confused. They’re relentlessly transparent about their doubts and regrets. Makes for good art though. I understand where it comes from; this past year was difficult for us both. Long stories of displacement and doubt. Of facing universal betrayals. Of living out the consequences of our decisions. Of being played and screwed.

I’ll leave you to take in this album for what it is, but I do want to share something I said I would: why they chose ‘King Tut’ as their name in the first place. Turns out it’s not so simple. It’s certainly food for thought. I’ll try be succinct, but there’s still a lot. Please read on if you have a few minutes...

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ºººTutankhamun, the Pharaoh, is an icon of Ancient Egypt to humans today. His is a life endlessly studied. One that provided a key of insight to a world oozing time worn stories and pilfered riches. The image of his sarcophagus is remarkably iconic and his very tomb helped us understand so much more about the world which he came from.

But the key to our King Tut regards that image of a sarcophagus, which brings him near to the heights of the Pyramids, Ra and Cleopatra. It’s not his own image, words, actions, stories or memories that any of us know, but his symbols.

We barely knew Tutankhamun. Political turmoil surrounded him with opportunity to be written into history, but he died so early, only 19. It is by supposed chance that he is remembered. Many of his kind are forgotten for having been discovered and subsequently looted or destroyed before the historical mercy of documentation. Tutankhamun, conversely, was found by a team of excavators with a mission to rediscover the past. That made all the difference. Thanks to their desire for knowledge and understanding, we reincarnated the name of someone we couldn’t possibly know, and now that name is famous. Well, to a point.

The vessel of this name is something to wonder about. We are not certain on the identity of Shakespeare. Or Jack the Ripper. Even one of the most significant figures of the world, Jesus. We don't know for sure if he was a real person - part person/part myth, a complete person or complete fabrication (though signs point to a lot of mythmaking ever since).

These names represents stories, ideas, images, understandings, desires, beliefs and endless more things. All of these exist in numerous minds, and thus *will* be perceived and interpreted differently many times, especially considering the vast discrepencies in 'amount of knowledge' each given person has on the figure. It only grows in scope as the scope those who consider the story grows. These names are given associations which bounce around a chaotic chamber of human discourse over centuries. Their legacies are forever out of their hands. It is worth also stating - their legacies are in the hands of beholders, both absolutely within a given mind's eye, and tenuously in the ether of the collective mind.

This makes one part of the story.

Over time, facts are learned and unlearned. Opinions and techniques change. The world changes. Importantly, this dance of perception rarely involves the actual human in question. What’s more, understanding is never evenly spread. The wider world doesn’t seek the nuance that the experts might.

And that name. He, the original figure, changed it. Once Tutankhaten, meaning ‘the living image of Aten’, he altered the name to what we now know, and which means ‘the living image of Amun’. So he did in fact alter a small detail of his legacy. But, well.. we barely even call him by that name. His representation in our collective consciousness doesn’t care for that. He’s better known as King Tut. Even his official name can’t even stay the same across languages. It’s Tutankamón in Spanish.

Perhaps I am starting to digress, but I hope I’ve started to effectively reveal the theme, meaning, or lack thereof in a given historical - or mythical - icon. It’s not just what the facts are, or what all the experts who work to uncover things lost into accidental secrecy (what comprises 99% of history), but to what extent the spirit is maintained through the myriad of perspectives that skirt the fringes of familiarity. King Tut is an established symbol, from one culture to many others. The name is well worn, yet by only one figure.

This is another part of the story. There is one more part left to explain.

In part, Ill take the Chinese speaking world as a conduit to explain this. It’s a known practise that a person has different names. Their name may consist of a Xìngshì which would be the family name and a given name, Ming. Similar to western traditions there. There used to be the practise where men would have a courtesy name, Zì, which was used for those outside their closest circles. Again, similar to other cultures, someone may have an art name, Hào, chosen by the person themselves, and for many poets and writers, it’s the name people know them as. Besides the outmoded Zì, so far so similar, but it's worth discussing these in the context of another culture to reconsider ideas we're so used to that we take it all for granted.

It only stands out to us when a name is unusual, just one word, a symbol, or a series of symbols. Though it won't be too long until this happens more often and more famously.

People in the ‘western world’ may notice that someone from the Chinese speaking world has an additional western name. There may be different intents behind it, but most often it is for familiarity and eased understanding. This isn't limited to Chinese speakers, as those from many countries may adopt a nickname in another country where the language of locals doesn't easily adopt the pronunciations of an unfamiliar name.

In the case of King Tut, it’s not that we’d just have trouble pronouncing their name; it’s that, where they come from, that system of identification isn’t used. Apparently we wouldn’t understand the system they do use, so KT won’t even bother explaining it to me.

So, fair enough, King Tut it is.

What turns this interest in the way we relate to each other, those alien to us, to historical icons, and in a way, to ourselves as a latter part of that world, into a name?

History may be written and revised by victors (or merely those with the privilege to teach us) as it happens, but these stories will always be revised through different lenses of varying honesty and ability. When my alien friend takes on this name, they wear all of the above in their understanding. It is their symbol of their perception on how we view others and ourselves in place of a world which has succeeded those others and will eventually, inevitably, succeed us. And how the latter can completely unconscious the latter two are to most.

It’s been two years since we met and I call them my friend now but still, I wonder how well I even know King Tut beyond their chosen name, their sound, their lyrics and their images. And I'm the closest person to them in this world.

- Aiko Rot, Host Human

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